Confession[3]

Blinded by her smile, downed by her moves.

I was in the class, attending a lecture. I glanced at her and she noticed that I do so. Then, I turned back. Mindlessly, I turned my back and took a second glance on her. She did it again. I've been caught glancing. In my thought,"Oh oh". I started to blush at the next second. Starting to shake my feet, just to calm myself down. I don't want to think about anything else. But I can't. I start to wonder, again. What do she think about me? You know, when people keep looking at you several times, you will get flied away. Thinking that, that person admires you. Haha. Shamelessly to say, I'm one of them.

So, assuming that, she really likes me. Sometimes, she did something, something which I don't know how to mention it here. Anyway, its something, sometimes she did which acted like I'm not of any concern to her. That's how sometimes I got down. Oh boy, I know I can't get down at these critical times. It is my coming presentation day and assignments. So, I tried to keep myself hyper and active, thinking something else. Yes, game. But sometimes, games don't really help. So, I did something else which could help me to get rid of these.

Jack, you must stay strong.

Presentation Day

Yesterday, it was Wednesday. It was the day she was presenting to the class. She did well and I'm happy for her :) I hope she can achieved high marks. Gambade! Hehe.

Confession[2]

It was another busy week. Having with all these assignments and presentations bundling up. Yet, I still sometimes think about her. Can't get a good sleep sometimes ; As her image do wandered into my head. I really worried about this as time passes on.

I do give hinting through my messenger nick sometimes. Hoping she can get it one day.

She asked me who's the girl that I have fallen for. I did not tell her the real answer. I just say, "sja2". Well, in my heart,"Qo la yg qu suka".

I really cannot see what is she thinking. How she thinks bout me. Wat do she think about me. Did she like me too? All these questions remained unanswered to my doubts. She seems alright when I talk to her face to face. However during online, she rarely chats with me. This is what somehow, sometimes confused my thinking.

Confession[1]

A liking feeling. The girl I think about. Yes, all this time I have been thinking about her, attempting to approach her always, want to tell her that she's the girl that I dream. My dream girl.

Yes, she is in my class, same school and do hangout together sometimes. I really miss the time spending with her together. But I can't express to her my true feeling. The feeling towards her. Yes, I guess. The feeling of love. It's just not the time yet.